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Tuesday, August 23rd, 2011
10:24 pm
bicon and hypnosis
It is close to Bicon so I thought I would get on LJ and give everyone a wave :)

I am running the strap on workshop - a bit nervous because I have never run one before and I seem to have a blank when I think of all the previous workshops I have been to of how they were run.

I have learnt a new kink skill since last year - erotic hypnosis. Was not able to run a workshop on it, which was a shame, but hopefully I will be able to do some privately for those who want to.

Should I be elegant, sultery, slutty this year?
probably elegant because I cannot get into my slutty clothes

heather :)
Tuesday, August 24th, 2010
6:23 pm
i'm back
after some time away i am back on lj ready for bicon.
this year I am going to try to be classy again, like last year. Sabrina is trying to train the slut out of me! A hard job poor Miss. A few times in my suit, this time with a sexy short skirt for that f... me office look. ekk after a year of not geting in my fet clothes they are tight! I think the corset will be very tight.

any say hi. chill out and flirt with me you know you want too.
h:)
Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
11:28 am
No longer confidential
I am moving LJ accounts because my work has found out about my confidential alias.

After Bicon I have realised I need an LJ account to keep in touch with all the fabulous bi and transgender friends I made. Email me and I will send you details of my new LJ as soon as I have set it up (next week).

Heather
Tuesday, January 29th, 2002
9:09 am
network was down yesterday, hope I haven't missed anything
heather
Wednesday, January 23rd, 2002
12:16 pm
those who are friends of Liz's will have heard we've broken up,
she's cool, its a shame but its probably best for her that we
call it off. I'm a bit down, but my main feeling is aggrevation at friends
who check Liz's entries and yet haven't sent e-hugs, feeling that perhaps the way I consider friendship is different to my london friends. Anyway there were some exceptions so thank you for those.

heather

Current Mood: complacent
Thursday, January 17th, 2002
8:06 pm
bugger the diet
well, another new years resolution bites the dust.
feeling in need of chocolate and lots of food. I will probably look like a balloon
when you next see me, but at least I will have some bigb wabbly melons!

not sure about london tommorrow. I was all up for going clubbing with katy for her birthday
but I am in a bit of a work crisis and also a bit down at the moment, will talk to katy to see.

heather

Current Mood: down
Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
10:02 pm
buffy editing
I'm probably behind the times, but has everyone seen this about buffy season 6 being edited?
http://news.bbc.co.uk/hi/english/entertainment/tv_and_radio/newsid_1763000/1763615.stm
Monday, January 14th, 2002
9:33 am
icq and chandy
Chandy has been having a crisis trying to get a report in for a job application before the deadline of 10.30am, this has meant working all night at my place (as I have a PC). Shes looking stressed.

what does icq me, 23238xx mean? how doI do it?

Current Mood: sleepy
Sunday, January 13th, 2002
12:35 pm
party etc
well the party was good but didn't go according to plan. I was due to be hypnotised and controlled for the evening, But the x1 who was going to screw me with a strap was still in edingburgh :(, I returned back to Cambridge with hannah so I agreed with x2 to postpone the hypnosis ot another day. Katy wants to watch which will be fun.
I did screw x3, x3 and I were thinking about having a relationship last year but didn't. Anyway it was a nice shag. A reasonable amount of dope, and a clear head this afternoon so all in all it was quite good.

has anyone heard from goth_slut (aka elise)? I am a bit concerned because its the start of term this week and I haven't scene her, either virtually or in real life. Hopefully she'll be here later this week, but if you know she's Ok, let me know.

heather :)

Current Mood: awake
Friday, January 11th, 2002
1:50 am
locked out!
I've locked myself out of my house and no ones in! That
means either sleeping in the department or breaking in.
one new years resolution was 'be less scatty', it did last 10 days

heather :)
Wednesday, January 9th, 2002
1:23 pm
freedom of speech and college
well I have just got a warning from college not to engage in pornography over the web
objecting to bondage.com, hypnopassion and LJ, especially me sending pics on LJ.

I've written back and said this is not pornography this is private exchange with friends and partners
I await their response.

heather

Current Mood: frustrated
9:36 am
paypal
anyone use paypal?
how secure is it? what is the 3 number verification code they want which they say is on the back of the credit card, in the strip where one signs your name. It isn't on my credit card!
I think Ann used it to get Max and Katy an account.

so much for my resolution not to use LJ till lunchtime

Heather
7:59 am
concentration
its good and bad

I've found a fantasy that really lights my fire, (principles posted to the ukbdsm group, but basically it involves being hypnotised and subjected to my masters sexual will). Well its great and I have been touring the web, joining irc chats, and generally masterbating all day (this is not in the lab you'll be pleased to know.)
Trouble is I should be concentrating on work, and I did bugger all yesterday. Determined to do some today, hence I am up early.

Also its a bit worrying. As usual my sex drive outstrips my common sense and so I have been trolling the irc looking for someone to control me. This is probably not the safest way to do it.

oh well, its a great sexual high

heather :)

Current Mood: awake
Tuesday, January 8th, 2002
1:31 pm
Nazi's in science
I was distrubed to hear one of my collegues this morning coming out with the
unsolicitored opinion that Gordon Browns baby should not have been treated
to ensure that the genetically week get removed from the gene pool! This guy
trained as a medic and then became a biochemist working on broadly on
drug design. He then came out with we shouldn't waste tax - payers money on
treating those who don't contibute to society.
Fuck me, it dishartens me that people in medical research can have such a
disreagard for human life, or more precisely think they are able to judge who is]
human and who isn't.
It then degenerated into an arguement of sceening feotuses for genetic selection
suprisingly many of my collegues thought this was a good idea because of the
lack of natural selection now days!
I think this is terrible. I understand there is a difficult dilema when it comes to
deciding if to have a Downs syndrom test, because that has been around for a long
time the illness is severe. New tests for diseases that are just as severe (well I'm
not sure about, would have to judge each disease on its merits, then again who am
I to judge how a child will feel, and how parents would cope.)
But these scientists were talking about screening out asmatics, people with week hearts etc
I could spend hours on both moral and scientific reason on why this is wrong, but
my real worry is that I used to think it was just capitalism and the drive for money that corrupted
science's ideals, now it seems that half of my collegues don't have aulteristic idea's either.

heather :(

Current Mood: worried
Monday, January 7th, 2002
2:03 pm
kitty_goth
How do I email Kitty Goth through LJ? Kitty has some photo's of me on David Crucifix
i would like to post on fetishphoto's (it would only be pictures of me and I am blindfolded.

heather ;)
Saturday, January 5th, 2002
10:10 pm
jelly, confidentiality and Katy, not necessarily in that order
Jelly
(Jelly and not custartd because I hate milk products)

As Chands has postponed her Custard fight at babysimons
I'm going to do a small scale jelly fight in Cambridge. (its actually an excuse to get a couple of nice girlies I know into their swimwear. It will be one thursday evening probably the 17th of January and will probably involve the following:

1. Formal Hall in college.
2. My room where the jelly and changing rooms will be present. (Hannah I'll need to workout where to by that polathene sheeting, can you help suggest where?)
3. Twister with a Jelly theme.
4. Parse the parcel with goodies and forfits.
various chemical will no doubt be used

Formal Halls cost about 6 pounds. We have to limit numbers to cambridge people of small room and we are only allowed 5 guests each at dinner, but if anyone would desparately want to do the small event before the big one to come let me know and I will see if I can arrange it.
Probable attenders: 1. Me (a good sign)
2.Chands
3.Betina
4.Naomi one (very cute girly)
5.Souyma
6. Naomi two
their respective partners

Confidentiality
I've found that my inability to remember names is very handy for livejournal confidentiality because I have shagged thingy and it makes sense to me but no-one else unless you know thingy and I were going to shag. It also disguises the fact that I might not remember thingys name, so all round we can be happy. What happens if I shag more than one person? Maybe it should be thingy one and thingy two (lived together at the zoo).
Anyway thingy and I have arranged to shag at dodars party which I am looking forward to.

Katy
Just seen Hannah and Katy who were off to LoR. I decided not to go so that I could do some work and then changed my mind when it was too late and sold out. Bugger me, I'm doing LJ and not work :(

heather :)

Current Mood: amused
Friday, January 4th, 2002
5:29 pm
yesterday
Well I am going to amase everyone by remembering someones name. Tina who I met last night in the liquid lounge,
she was very nice and its a shame that I had to pop off early. Unfortunately (true to form) I lost the email address that she gave me.

Peter who turned up for a bit, thought we were all a bit scary! We're not scary are we?
Max what does IRC mean from your post on hypnosis?

anyway previous to the LL, I was having a stressful day.
In reverse order:
1.train on the way to LL was half an hour late, I was worried that Betina would be impatiently waiting for me.
2.someone in the lab was playing radio 1 in the afternoon at full volume whilst I was trying to write my thesis, normally I like music on in the background, but this was chat and it drove me up the wall.
3.the department I'm in managed to loose 4 grand of grant money I was meant to use over the next year

anyway back to bacteria.

Meeting Katy and Hannah tonight at the showing of LoR

heather

Current Mood: tired
Thursday, January 3rd, 2002
11:55 am
Went to see a George from Japan yesterday who was visiting london.
It was good to see him, but he looks drained the consequence of a city job.

Started wrighting my thesis pre-draft, god I write nonsense and I haven't got much enthusiasm for it today, would rather be in bed. But I always feel like that after holidays, I will soo get my energy back.

Heather :)

Current Mood: sleepy
Tuesday, January 1st, 2002
5:09 pm
continued
....
we got to soymia's via a shopping trolley,
we had had just enough alcohol to be made enough to sit in the trolley and skid on the ice, but not too much that we crashed into anything. We were probably over the limit for trolley riding.
By midnight the trolley had been stolen by other New Years revealers. (we had of course in some ways stolen it first.)
By 2am we started playing Articulate and supprisingly I was quite good at it "err, thingy" if expressed in the right way can obviously carry a lot more info than I imagined.
4.30am we started walking home. Came across a drink man lying in the road and thought we ought to help him home. He was very drunk and a 10minute walk took about half an hour. Still first good deed of the new year. Went to sleep at about 6am.

Woken at 2pm by Betina who wanted to walk up to Granchester. Great walk, very picturesk. Not enough snow for snow balls but good fun.

X-mas presents:
Just before new year I finished Stephen Hawkings Universe in a Nutshell. On the whole its quite good but if looses something in trying to be too basic without refering you to references at the next level up. Some things are presented with not very convincing reasoning which I am sure if you looked up them in more detail would be more convincing, but I was skeptical about some of the arguements I read.

Tony Benns tapes were excellent.
Tom Bakers were very interesting but there wasn't much on the years that he was doctor who. I thought the last bit in the graveyard was very Logopolis-watcher like.

Breast opinions. On the whole people don't think its worth it. I in general would say for "real" women its like cosmetic surgery 'do you have to change your body to be happy?, if so then its a shame but if it makes you happy for the dosh it is then thats your choice.'
But for me, as I am constantly reminded by people innocently refering to me as male, I don't project to other people the person that I am. I'm quite happy with me, although I would like a vigina and more sensitive breasts. To me being seen as the woman I am is important, I've been through a lot to get here. Now with playing the 'man' in my girl with girl sex, I feel a greater need to prove myself as being a girl.
Ok so these arn't logical arguements, but the emotional side will be important to in making my decision (which will be about a year off).
Good points about liver functions and anasthetics, I will only have surgery if there isn't significant risk.

An addition part in the decision is that it seems almost certain now that I won't be able to have gender reassignment surgery if I wished it. Breast aurgmentation is about as far as I could go. The breasts are sexual so it is partway there.

Blond. My eyebrows are now smaller than they were before, and bleaching them isn't such a pain, they only need to be lighter. I do fancy trying it. How long I would keep it up for I don't know.

Is it LL on Friday? Betina is in London and I would quite like her to come along. If not what is the plan.

New Years resolutions:
Have more sex (both recieving and giving)
Have more fun
Exercise Daily.
Be more organised at work.

Current Mood: happy
5:09 pm
continued
....
we got to soymia's via a shopping trolley,
we had had just enough alcohol to be made enough to sit in the trolley and skid on the ice, but not too much that we crashed into anything. We were probably over the limit for trolley riding.
By midnight the trolley had been stolen by other New Years revealers. (we had of course in some ways stolen it first.)
By 2am we started playing Articulate and supprisingly I was quite good at it "err, thingy" if expressed in the right way can obviously carry a lot more info than I imagined.
4.30am we started walking home. Came across a drink man lying in the road and thought we ought to help him home. He was very drunk and a 10minute walk took about half an hour. Still first good deed of the new year. Went to sleep at about 6am.

Woken at 2pm by Betina who wanted to walk up to Granchester. Great walk, very picturesk. Not enough snow for snow balls but good fun.

X-mas presents:
Just before new year I finished Stephen Hawkings Universe in a Nutshell. On the whole its quite good but if looses something in trying to be too basic without refering you to references at the next level up. Some things are presented with not very convincing reasoning which I am sure if you looked up them in more detail would be more convincing, but I was skeptical about some of the arguements I read.

Tony Benns tapes were excellent.
Tom Bakers were very interesting but there wasn't much on the years that he was doctor who. I thought the last bit in the graveyard was very Logopolis-watcher like.

Breast opinions. On the whole people don't think its worth it. I in general would say for "real" women its like cosmetic surgery 'do you have to change your body to be happy?, if so then its a shame but if it makes you happy for the dosh it is then thats your choice.'
But for me, as I am constantly reminded by people innocently refering to me as male, I don't project to other people the person that I am. I'm quite happy with me, although I would like a vigina and more sensitive breasts. To me being seen as the woman I am is important, I've been through a lot to get here. Now with playing the 'man' in my girl with girl sex, I feel a greater need to prove myself as being a girl.
Ok so these arn't logical arguements, but the emotional side will be important to in making my decision (which will be about a year off).
Good points about liver functions and anasthetics, I will only have surgery if there isn't significant risk.

An addition part in the decision is that it seems almost certain now that I won't be able to have gender reassignment surgery if I wished it. Breast aurgmentation is about as far as I could go. The breasts are sexual so it is partway there.

Blond. My eyebrows are now smaller than they were before, and bleaching them isn't such a pain, they only need to be lighter. I do fancy trying it. How long I would keep it up for I don't know.

Is it LL on Friday? Betina is in London and I would quite like her to come along. If not what is the plan.

New Years resolutions:
Have more sex (both recieving and giving)
Have more fun
Exercise Daily.
Be more organised at work.

Current Mood: happy
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